lamentations

it's a monday.

i am feeling the monday blues... or is it the pregnancy bleughhsss...

i am now 24 weeks pregnant, more than half the journey completed. baby is doing good. we still havent decided on his name, though ethan has already been introducing baby to everyone. it's supposed to be a surprise but it's quite cute to hear him telling everyone (who asks) convincingly.

i feel fat. i feel much bigger than i was with ethan & ava at this point of the pregnancy. i havent done my yoga in a month, & i'm not sure if i will pick it up again seeing as i'm heavier & lazier. i'm 56.5 kgs at 24 weeks. which means i've gained about 8.5kg from my pre-pregnancy weight. if this trend continues, i'll gain another 5-6kgs by the time i reach the end. which means i'll be about 62 to 63kgs when i reach 40 weeks. 40 weeks is just 16 more weeks to go. not too long --4 months more.

on a positive note, i bought my christmas dress for cheap (as per my normal practice ahemm...). on a negative note, i'm not convinced that i will look gorges in it. i also bought my christmas shoes.

i should at least work on toning my arms i think. that way i'll not look too shabby. if only i could find the willpower.

sigh.